I am freaking tired, I feel sad, I feel like crying, I don't know what's wrong with me. Godd, might as well I put the song ' I'm On My Highway To Hell ' on replay if everyday feels like hell. But instead , a song called ' I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About ' by Mayday Parade.
Everytime I hear the line ' But a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore ' , I feel like crying my eyes out. I start thinking about my grandfather again, about everything that makes a person cry. I just feel emotional these days, call me an Emo Kid if you have to. Zzzzzzzz.
Anyways, I'm just craving for a new sneakers. Eventhough, I just bought one a moth ago or so ? Can't remember, but yeah. I just realised how uglaaay the shoes are. Ahh, regrets. So yeah, I tend to buy a new one sooner or later. That is, if I have money or my mum would wanna buy me one.
I really wanna start dance class, I really, really, really wanna learn how to dance. I wanna dance like Chris Brown, dancer's from Step Up, all those dance movies. I asked my dad if I could, he said after UPSR is over than I can join dance class. Zzzz, I hate the fact I have to study for UPSR.
There's just one thing, I feel very ashamed when people that has taken UPSR tells me that UPSR is very easy. I feel very ashamed because I know I'll never get 5 A's, especially when I tend to go out everyday playing pool, hanging out with friends and all. I never did tell anyone this accept for my friend, Isaac.
Well, here is where I stop.

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