Drop Dead Gorgeous

 So , hey . Tomorrow is olahraga competition , i haven't been training at all . So , im so not ready . I skipped practise to hang out at Gardens , Taipan as usual . My couch said to me , if i didn't win a medal for any of my events which are Long Jump ,  100meter , 4 by 2 and 4 by 1 , im gonna get it . Shitt , im really nervous about Long Jump . I mean like its been a very long time since i have practised Loing Jump. Oh yeah , held at Stadium Masushita if thats how they spell it . Im so dead , thats all i have to post about for now .

An Act Of Depression

Everyday , I get more lonely . Everday , i get more emo .
Everyday , I cry .
I try to get a hold of myself , but for some reason I can't .
Everyday , I hang out with my friends .
But I can't seem to tell my problems to them .
I'll end up crying infront of them , they act like they care .
But , they actually don't .
No wonder I hear from others ,
In this world there are no one you can trust .
I find it a true fact .
Instead of curiosity , feeling kills as well .

Make Up Smeared Eyes

I know it's been awhile since i have blogged , sorry bout that if you bloggers even read my blog . Anyways , these days i have been crying quite alot . My life is just so stressful , im living a sad life . My legs are cram , i can't walk properly now . I walk unbalanced , my mind are filled with things that i don't want to think about . I can't think properly , i can't study , i can't focus on things that are important inlife . People keep on saying that im errogant now adays , im sorry . Right now , i can't hold on to life anymore . Im trying to change , but i just can't seem to.

I have made lots of awful mistakes this year , i wish to turn back time and make things right . But , the world is not giving me the chance to do so . Why can't the world rotate backwards , im sure to make things right . If only i could fly to the brightest star in the sky which is Neverland and stay there so i wouldn't have anymore problems inlife .

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floorReachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now , I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

GONG XI FA CAI and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Spread those angpows and love to everyone babeyh !

Shoot , damn it .

I can't belive it ! I didn't go to school today , turns out to be there was rumah sukan meeting . Gosh , why didn't i go to school today . All i wanted was to be penolong for rumah Zamrud , im in rumah Zamrud which is Green . Gosh , i regret for not going to school today . So , no one voted for me since i didn't go to school . So yeah , shit lah . I feel like screaming , i feel like smashing some stuffs . I feel like slapping somebody , so Kaash called me just now . So i said to her ' Kaash , you rasa orang vote i tak tadi kalau i ade ? ' . She said ' Everybody will vote for you Alyssa ' . I just screamed after she said that , arghhh . I just feel like slapping the teachers somehow -.-'

Phone :'(

My phone is bared . Sorry , i can't text nor call . Im still finding a way on how to tell my mum to pay the bills -.-'

Haha , i bet he/she knew i was a fake already XD

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: Hey

Stranger: hi

You: whats your name ?

Stranger: I have no name

You: Haha , good for you no name :D

Stranger: how about you

You: yeah , my name is Oliver Sykes

You: know me ?

You: Im a singer

Stranger: no

You: google me then -.-'

You: google me now !

Stranger: ok,wait

You: ok , thanks .

You: Got me ?

Stranger: yes

You: image ?

You: me ?

Stranger: cool

You: your lucky to chat with me

You: tell me which country are you from ?

Stranger: ..

Stranger: guess

You: canada ,

You: am i right ?

Stranger: no

You: then ?

Stranger: guess

You: you tell me ,

You: oliver sykes never guess

You: when he ask something

You: he wants to know , not guess !

Stranger: you are english?

You: mixed

Stranger: oh

You: seriously , where are you from ?

Stranger: if I won't tell you,you will "Disconnect"?

You: why would i ?

You: that would be mean

You: hey , my mum thought me to never be mean when i was a kid

You: even though i grew up to be a star and everything

You: dosen't mean i have to be so , errogant or something

Stranger: ..

You: am right ?

You: *am i right ?

Stranger: yes

You: thank you ,

You: most people dont understand

You: they think stars are like

You: errogant

You: when they are actually not .

Stranger: yeah,I understand

You: thank you ,

You: hey would you like a ticket to my concert

You: wait hold up , i think v.i.p

You: tickets ?

You: for you and two of your friends?

Stranger: no

You: no why not ?

You: check on google

You: my upcoming concert

You: you'll belive me

Stranger: my city is very far

You: hey , tour bus transportation ?

You: like

You: my tour bus ?

Stranger: I have to take plane..

You: oh , my jet ?

Stranger: ..

You: you want it or not ?

You: here call me

You: i'll give you my number

Stranger: no

You: 01-you-are-an-idioty ;)

You have disconnected.


I dont even know why i was typing stuffs like errogant and all , gahhaha XD

Real Names ,

Just found out that , Jay Sean's real name is Kamaljeet Singh Jooti . I was like woahh , when i found out his real name . Haha , the truth has to be set free Jay Sean or shall i say Kamaljeet Singh Jooti . Haha , maybe lots of people know about it already . But , i just knew about it . Im outdated :D   Katy Perry's real name is  Kathryn Elizabeth Hudson . Well , im more surprised about Jay Sean's real name :)

School :D

I was in class , learning KH . I felt so sick  , i couldn't stop coughing . I felt like i wanted to puke , but it just couldn't come out . I just fell asleep for awhile while teacher was teaching , the bell rang i woke up :| . Teacher went out of class , i ran to the toilet . I felt so good when finally i did get to puke , but still i had a fever  . Went , back to class , the whole class thought we were suppose to learn science in the class instead of at the science lab , so yeah . Cikgu tak datang datang . So , i fell asleep again . Then , tetibe je Clifton went to me and said ' Yo yo yo Alyssa , are you crying ? ' . Then i said no , im just sick -.-' . Then he said to me go rest again . So i did , i lay my head back down on the desk , then i wanted to check if teacher was in class , then , I saw lots of my friends surrounding me , i hate the fact they do . I just don't like lots of people around me when im sick , it just feels so uncomfortable abit . Then  , the ketua kelas , Phang Ming Wei asked the class to go to the Science Lab . No more sleep for me :'(


Then , walked to science lab .
God , sumpah best dalam science lab ! Got hyper , becuase they made me laugh alot ! Haha , so we had to do an experiment with cars . So teacher explained how to do the experiment . Then we got started , ho yeah :D . Ethan brought two cars , looks like batman's car somehow :| and Calvin brought this thingy , i don't exactly know what that thing is . I helped out my group abit than i was off to other groups table to see how are they doing . Then , Damesh and Shaun aka Sheep called me . So i went to them  , they told me that last year Mhyka wanted to give me a squash racket that was signed by Nicol David herself . Since he knew i played squash before this , but i stopped playing because i got tired of it . Then , at the end he didn't give me the racket because he saw me hugging Adeil . What ? I was playing truth or dare , i picked dare . I had to hug Adeil -.-'
Then , me , Sheep and Damesh walked around the lab . Then , Shaun tetiba je . Alyssa , Clavin likes you . Then i looked at  him confusingly , then Shaun said ' Alyssa Suka Calvin ! . I was like , what the hell . No way ! Then Damesh said , you know right Clavin tried to get close to you just now when you helped doing the experiment . Well , i kinda noticed that abit -.-' . Then Shaun went away , me and Damesh walked to Joe's kumpulan table since Damesh was in Joe's group . Then , i said to Joe ' Eh , you like Mei Yee right ? ' . Then he looked at me in this very weird expression of his and jerit ' Mei Yee ? No ! ' . Haha , i started to laugh , Then Damesh said to Joe ' Eh you know or not Calvin likes Alyssa ? ' . Then , everybody in his group looked at me . Haha , kelakar kot XD .Then Ainur said ' Betul ? ' . Then , i just kept quiet since i didn't know anything .
Joe then said to me ' Alyssa , do you like Calvin ? ' . Then i said , ' i already have a boyf lah ' . Then , everybody in his group stared at me with their cutest faces on . Haha , then Joe jerit ' Boyfriend , Really ? ' . I said , ' Duhh -.-' ' . Haha , seriously buat lawak kot die orang XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD . Then the bell rang , i wish it didn't i was having so much fun -.-' . Then studied other subjects , school ended .
Then kelas tambahan pulak at two , i didn't want to go . So i called my mum using my phone , since i brought it . Dialed mummy's number and said ' Mummy , must i go to kelas tambahan ? ' . Mummy said ' You have to go ' . Then , i didn't know what to say , so i just said ' Fine , bye . I love you ' . So , i just hanged out at the canteen with a few of my friends there . Then at like 1:20 plus i went to class with Kaash . Met Megah along the way , he said  to me ' Hello Alyssa , long time no see ' . I said ' Hey , long time no see , long time we haven't had a chat ' then he said yeah . Then , he looked at Kaash and said ' How's your leg ? ' . Kaash said ' Its fine ' . Kaash , fractured her leg or something i forgot , but its getting better now , thank god :)) . So , we reached the stairs . Then , i was worried about Kaash and her leg , so i said to Megah ' Escort Kaash , help her ' . So he said ' Okay ' . I thought it was sweet of him to do that , well they both seem perfect for each other :') . But then , Kaash ruined the moment -.-' . Kaash terus jerit to him ' Get away from me ' . Kesian  gler dia , i said to Kaash straight away , Kaash ' Don't lah , his just trying to be nice ' .

Kaash still didn't want him to help her , so he went away . Then me and Kaash , went to my class , 6 Bestari . So we were the only one in the class , then Shaun masuk . He saw me and said to me ' Eh , Alyssa ! Mhyka is coming . ' . I said to him ' BABI ' -.-' . I took my phone out of my pocket to take pictures with Kaash . Tapi dia tak nak :| . Then , while i was searching for songs on my phone , someone came in class . Zhi Han , Darren , Michael . So , i took pictures with them instead . Then , mhyka pulak masuk -.-'
Then Zhi Han said to me infront of Mhyka ' Alyssa , you got the photo of Mhyka i texted you ? ' . I looked at him so shocked and said to him ' You , you sended me that photo ! ' . He looked at me with his Evil Smile and laughed like crazy . Shit you , hahaa . I too laughed because the way he laughs is so weird XD . Haha , then cikgu dah panggil masuk . Studied bm for an hour then science again for an hour too . Balik time :DDDDD . Haha , went out of school and went to my friends and screamed ' I survived kelas tambahan ' . Haha , they all looked at me so confused -.-' . Chit chat with them for awhile and went to Nazri's place since my mum was there to talk to Nazri's mum . They're like besties kot , haha.

Fuck ya Zhi Han , Darren and Shaun aka The Sheep :|

Just now at school , i had Agama class . So i had to go to the surau , so the moral students studied in my class . I left my bag in the class , malas nak bawak . So an hour has past learning , laughing , gossiping . I went back to class , went to my desk and saw a letter sticking out of my bag . Checked it out , this was what it said .



I Love Alyssa .


From : Mhyka ♥



For sure Mhyka didn't write that , i suspected it was Zhi Han ,  Darren and Shaun aka The Sheep . Zhi Han , you can always tell that his one of the victims behind something . I went straight to Shaun pulled his shirt and said ' Shaun , why did you put that in my bag ? ' . Then he was like ' I didn't write that lah . Mhyka did . ' . Then i asked Darren , he gave me the same answer Sheep did -.-' . I know his lying face , he was totally lying . Gosh , you guys are toturing my life . I can't wait to toture yours someday .



Shaun , i hate you the most ! I still remember when we were in the same class back in standard 4 . You put a cockcroach at my chair and i sat on it . Then , people started laughing at me when i standed up . I'll be so evil that i could ask anybody to find a worm from the ground and put it in your school bag . Then you'll find something wiggling in your Maths Textbook . I'll be the happiest girl in the world if i did ask someone to do that to you . But , sorry . Im not as mean as you are , you bastard -.- .